Space Traveler Reveals Emotional Distress After Wave of Backlash Post-Spaceflight
A pioneering space traveler has publicly detailed her battle with depression after facing a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a historic all-female space mission.
Amanda Nguyen – known as a researcher and activist – was part of the brief journey to space in April, which also included celebrity crewmates.
The much-publicized journey was heavily criticized by some, who cited its expense and environmental footprint.
Reflecting on the ordeal, Ms. Nguyen, who became the pioneer for her community, stated the intense backlash buried her dreams under an landslide of gendered hatred.
“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” Ms. Nguyen stated in a online statement, describing a supportive conversation from a fellow crew member in the days following the journey.
She characterized the news reports and online discourse as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she wrote. “A month later… I had to hang up… because I could not speak through my tears.”
Overshadowed by Sexism
The researcher, who has conducted studies in gynecological science and operated research during the mission, said all her lifelong efforts – including her lab work and astronaut training to the personal milestone of her background – was drowned out under the deluge of sexist vitriol.
She is best known for her pioneering work fighting for justice for sexual assault survivors.
Her own goal of reaching space was put on hold after being assaulted during her college days, leading to a years-long quest for justice.
The Fog Begins to Lift
In the time since achieving her goal, she noted the heaviest sorrow is beginning to clear, and she thanked the well-wishers whose kindness helped save her. “You all saved me,” she affirmed.
She noted that despite the negativity, important benefits had emerged from the mission, such as increased focus on her scientific work and chances to influence leaders.
About the Mission
The self-operating spacecraft lifted off from its launch site in April, carrying the all-female team on a 11-minute journey that exceeded the edge of outer space.
The diverse crew also comprised leaders in multiple disciplines.
The company behind the flight is a private space firm established by a well-known tech mogul.